Easter Ellen

There is no need for introduction This constant way of self-destruction Afraid to face the sorrow of the day She kept herself in trepidation Hidden from the sure damnation That filled...

I want to fall asleep and never wake Peace-filled slumber; a smile on my face An empty hole where my heart once pulsed Stolen from my darkness without a trace  ...

I’ve struggled through this ocean of madness Not seeing past waves of my own sadness Living a cyclone built of illusion Cloaked in nothing but utter confusion   Pretending I saw...

Sweet Deception   The sweet, dark cave is calling me Luring me to the abyss Soothing thoughts and dulcet tones Chaotic reality dismissed “Shhh, sweet child, just drift away Thy thoughts...

December 29, 1991 Dear Daddy, Last night was so hard.  Your hand reached for me begging me to stay with you.  But I had to eat, I was faint with dizziness...