For Abused Women – Shadow of Me

Shadows of Me

I am crumpled and broken
Where are you today?
You called me a whore
And then stormed away

What did I do to you?
How’d I offend you?
I just want to please you,
Make you happy, defend you.

Shattered, I’m crying
I must have done something wrong
Or else you’d be happy
Your love for me strong.

It must have been something
I did or I said
To ignite your black fury
To hurt your heart or your head

You call me a slut,
A cunt and a whore
Yelling for hours
As I quake on the floor

I cry and I weep
From the depths of my soul
I know youre a good man
You’re not abusive, not cold

Why do you leave me
Shattered nd broken?
Was it how ugly I am?
Was it something I’ve spoken?

You call me ugly,
Psychotic and fat
How is that possible?
I can’t be all that.

You make me feel worthless
Putrid white trash
Ever fearing rebuke
From your tongue’s brutal lash

Something inside me
Believes you’re not bd
But each time I’m with you,
I’m left shattered and sad

Can’t you just hold me
Give a kind word, a smile?
Value me, love me,
Even if just a while.

I will just try harder
Surely you’ll see
The woman I am
And then you’ll love me

I love and appreciate feedback. Feel free to let me know what you think. Bless you lots, Easter Ellen

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