A sad hurting heart,
what makes it better?
toke of a fat one
an expensive new sweater?

sex like an animal
tv and sloth?
eathing ice cream, junk food
and home made broth?

self pity and wallowing
crying to friends?
shouting out curses
till your voice freaking ends?

cutting and marking
the body your given?
working all hours
pretending your driven?

joy riding, free riding
fast sexy cars?
drinking till drunk
at sleezy dark bars?

the touch of a stranger
you paid 80 bucks for?
smashing your head
who knows what the f** for?

needles and pills,
organics and greens?
hot porno movies
with sweet little teens?

I’m looking you say
in all kinds of places
theres no freakin end
to the sea of numb faces

Eyes staring back at me
empty and numb
enraged and tormented
senseless and dumb?

Where has my life gone
as I’ve coddled my pain?
I only wanted escape
to help keep me sane

Surely the answer
is bigger than me
beyond my weak thinking
so where can it be?

I heard of this guy
who calls himself saviour
i laughed at my friends
as they tried His sweet flavour

But nothing is left now
I’ve tried every vice
their prayers are ridiulouus
they say He paid the price

it’s all that is left,
to call out His name
i dont have the courage
but my life needs a frame

“jesus” I whisper,
“Jesus” I call
“Can you hear my heart crying?”
“can you help me?” I ball

Like light in the darkness,
I feel His sweet touch
The world melting around me
as I bask and I clutch

I want to hang on forever
I want to live in this love
is this all I needed?
This touch from above?

“JESUS!!” I shout out
You are all that I need!
On you I will nourish
On you I will feed

Forever and always
joy from His hand
the gift of salvation
is mine as I stand

Lord help Your children
to know who you are
creator and saviour
father and more

Thank you for saving me
from the enemies twine
from false comfort and bandaids
the truth now is mine

I love and appreciate feedback. Feel free to let me know what you think. Bless you lots, Easter Ellen

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